FissionMailed

[Raven had been a little preoccupied lately, sitting in her room alone. She'd recently become ill; it was just a bad case of the flu, really. But it made Raven feel awful. The caws of the ravens in her head had been twice as loud, her nightmares more vivid and terrifying than ever. More than once, several things had been broken. The only problem was, the angrier she became the more her head hurt. She was supposed to be resting, but the fact that her anger prevented her from doing so merely made her angrier still; which in turn made her head hurt more, and so it went on. She had passed out a few times after exhausting herself screaming at the phantom ravens above her to stop making so much noise. They had just watched her... she was sure she was going to be eaten alive.]

[So a week or so later after recovering from this unnecessarily long illness, Raven is still feeling jittery and anxious. In her mind, she'd been this close to dying. Nobody had helped her when she called, but nobody could hear her. She realized now that she shouldn't have expected anyone to be there, the same way she should have expected that the ravens weren't going to quiet down for her.]

[She wanders through the hallways, still a little paler than usual but otherwise in good health again. If there was one thing she wanted right now, it was something to eat that wasn't toast. She would go on a bloody rampage if she had to see another fucking piece of toast.]


((I DIDN'T FORGET ABOUT HER I SWEAR. She's just been sick/her muse has been dead :< Refrain from being too loud and Raven will probably be too lethargic to get angry so quickly about anything else. Get too loud and she will blow your ass up. It's your call.))

[Raven doesn't know why she's suddenly in a plain white room, when just a minute ago she swore she was facing up against Snake. Or rather, she had been in white room anyway and posing for him as he snapped off pictures. But it had been more like an endless space. They were two different things, last time Raven checked.]

Huh...

[She clenches her fists as she looks around, wondering where her grenade launcher went. Where Snake went. Snake and his stupid perverted camera. She'd love to rip it from his hands and break his face with it. She hears a soft rustling above her, but it's always there. The ravens watch her for signs of weakness, an opening in which they can attack. Without her grenade launcher she felt oddly powerless, and she backs away from the hallucinations with a whimper.]

[Snake must have taken her weapon. Did that mean she failed Ocelot and Vamp? Did she die? She would be trapped with her anger forever now, haunted eternally by her sins. The thought makes her shiver and she falls to her knees, huddling into a ball.]

No... I've had enough... make it stop... I don't want to hate anymore...


((Rebooting Raven :V She'll find the hallways oddly familiar, buuuut that's about it. She's walked into a room which triggered it, so anyone walking into the room after her will also lose their memory. However, you can choose if it's permanent or temporary, and what specifically your character forgets.

Temporary, restricted - your character forgets only certain things for around three days. What they forget is up to you~
Temporary, unrestricted - your character forgets everything about the Nexus for three days, including relationships, past events, locations, etc.

Permanent, restricted - your character forgets a few select things for good. Again, what they forget is up to the mun.
Permanent, reboot - Your character will not recognize anyone they've met inside the Nexus, any past events, any room locations (including their own), etc.; It's like a complete reboot, basically.))

[Raging Beauty is standing in a hallway, obviously confused.]

...John?

[The last thing she remembered was birds, lots of them. And John was helping to kill them. But there were too many... did she collapse? Did they finally kill her? No, it hadn't been three days. She remembered waking up in John's room. But she had left, still dazed. And now she was scared she'd get stuck in another stupid room like the one that she ended up in for the past month or more.]

Vamp?

[Dammit, where was everyone? Were the hallways usually this deserted, or was it just because she wanted to find people? She clutches her grenade launcher, glaring at the empty hallway.]

Where is everyone?!



((HURF she's mostly looking for people she knows, but feel free to harrass her anyway~))

[There's a somewhat disheartened Beauty wandering the hallways. Raven officially turned 21 today... but it didn't seem to matter. She hadn't heard from John for a while now, and although she shouldn't really jump to conclusions... well, she assumed maybe he moved on...? She didn't know how breakups worked. She'd never been broken up with before. She tried to tell herself that he was probably just really busy, but she was running out of excuses for him.]

[Sighing, she passes a room with the door slightly ajar. Backtracking, she peers inside. She can see small tables and a dancefloor, along with longer tables holding food and drink. Upon walking inside she finds herself in a black dress and heels, her hair no longer in the usual ponytail but falling freely down her back, curled slightly. She can't help but smile when she sees the large banner at the back of the room that reads "Happy 21st Birthday, Raven!". At least the Nexus didn't forget...]


((PARTY AGAIN. You don't have to change clothing upon walking inside, and there are drinks for kids too. Of course, if you're someone Raven doesn't like she'll probably eject you by force. In pieces. And on fire.))

[Raven had talked with John earlier about how he should meet the B&Bs; after all, they were her family, and she already met his! After warning him a few more times about The Things To Never Discuss With A Beauty, she feels confident enough to ask them to gather where they could meet.]

[She fiddles with her radio for a moment, tuning into the Beauties' frequencies. Oh boy, she hopes John doesn't make them want to kill things.]



((Locked to little_no_more, deceptive_lulz, screamingdolls, and... we need a Crying Beauty in here! HIT ME UP ON AIM IF YOU CAN THROW ONE. <3))

[Raven is bored. After meeting John's mother, Rose, she's a little worked up... so she's taken to vandalizing the hallway instead. She has several buckets of paint and balloons, and she's loaded her grenade launcher with paintballs.]

Hehe~

[Most of the 7th floor hallway is now covered in all kinds of paints; yellow, blue, green, red, purple, gold, silver, and even some glittery paints that sparkle as they hit the walls and ceiling. Loading more paintballs into her grenade launcher, the walls are splattered with pink glow in the dark paint.]

[Hey, at least she isn't blowing the walls up.]


((Join in? Yell at? Wonder what drugs she took? :B))

[Raven is wandering the nexus with her grenade launcher at the ready, obviously still shaken from running into Alek's corpse the previous day. After freaking out and hiding under the covers with John, she's feeling brave enough to venture outside again... as long as she has her MGL-140.]

[Of course, the slightest little noise makes her jump, because she's scared she'll wind up in Alek's position too... and dying wasn't on her list of things to do. Spotting something dark from the corner of her eye, she spins around and almost blows up an innocent spider as it crawls up the wall.]

O-Oh... just a bug...

[Maybe if she had more friends, she wouldn't have to keep clinging to John... she must be annoying him, hanging around him all the time! He probably had other friends he wanted to see, but couldn't because she was always there! And she wasn't even any fun most of the time, freaking out and nearly killing him every other day!]

[She sighs, pressing her grenade launcher to her chest in a kind of hug, looking around for anyone who didn't want to murder her or her friends.]


((I've just realized... Raven needs more friends. Also, 1 year anniversary for me here; this time last year, I made my first post with Evil Fear. HOW DID YOU GUYS PUT UP WITH ME FOR SO LONG SRSLY? <3))

[Raven is lying on her bed, hugging her pillow and staring up at the ceiling. After walking into a room that made her fall madly in love with someone and sleep with him, she now has to tell John. Worse; the man she slept with was his dad. Raiden, of all people! It was like the nexus did it on purpose, because it didn't want her to be happy! Well... At least she could say she met him now...?]

Damnit!

[She punches the innocent pillow, before going back to holding it almost apologetically because pillows have feelings too!]

It's not fair!

[After clinging to the pillow for another half hour, the fabric now sightly damp from her tears of frustration and anger at the nexus, she makes up her mind; she'd have to just call John, tell him what happened, and hope he wouldn't leave her sorry ass. And if he did, well, that was her own damn fault for walking into stupid rooms!]

[Sniffling angrily and wiping at her eyes, Raven picks up her phone and dials John's number. She would have tried his radio frequency... but she still didn't understand it at all, and now wasn't the time for awkward button pressing and asking for advice on how to hang up.]


((Locked to little_no_more ))

[Raven has been keeping to herself lately, not in the mood for anything to do with Christmas. She finally decided to go for a walk in the halls, bored of her room. Upon walking past a bright, glittering blue door, she almost slips on what appears to be ice.]

Oh?

[She reluctantly opens the door, and is faced with an entire room made of ice. Ice statues, chairs, tables and a bar, all covered in a thin blanket of snow. The room isn't cold, but the ice doesn't seem to be melting. She smiles slightly, treading carefully over to the fridge. Ice cream and ice poles - score! She takes a cherry flavoured ice pole, sucking on it absently as she leans against the frozen bar and decides what to drink. Blueberry flavoured slushie or strawberry...?]



((It is almost Christmas. THERE IS NO ESCAPING THIS FACT. So here's a room made of ice, and a Beauty sucking on an ice pole. Also I can't remember what snow feels like. Cold and crunchy, right? Damn you England, I want snow!))

[Raven is circling the ruins of the burnt out hallway. Every so often, she'll caw loudly. There appear to be unmanned flying drones swooping over the chaos too, searchlights scanning the ground for any signs of danger.]


Rage!


[Laughing Octopus is perched on a wall some way below her, her tentacles only just touching the floor. Giggling constantly, she surveys the scene before her.]


Isn't it funny? Ehehehehehe~!


((Both Beauties were exposed to their biggest fears. As a result, they're now both in beast form, feeling safer this way. However, it also means they're both pretty violent right now. Just adding to the chaos~))

[Raven is wandering the halls, looking forlorn. After finding out from Alek that she was possibly too clingy, she's resigned to the fact that she just can't get the hang of acting like a normal person. She doesn't know what to do - as a Raven she didn't have to worry about this. Personal space is so confusing. Was she supposed to hug people, or not? Would that make people wary of her? Or was she supposed to keep her distance?]

[Confused, and obviously unhappy, Raven is blowing up random walls and benches. Maybe things would be easier if she didn't get attatched to anyone anymore. Who needs friends anyway, right?]


((OOC: You can come and try to help her, or you can yell at her for blowing things up. Either way, she has even more of a reason to act like an icy bitch~))

[It's Raven's birthday today. She's 22 today, but she isn't really in the mood to celebrate after her recent bout of insanity. She's in the kitchen again, looking for something to eat because eating makes her feel better.]

Where's the chocolate...?


((OOC: Help? :3))