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what am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

[There's a distressed Beauty wandering the hallways. She's crying, but they're tears of anger and frustration.]

John... JOHN...!

[She's been looking for days. John just disappeared one day. He never came back to the room. No note, no goodbye. She thought maybe he got lost at first. But something felt wrong. Deep in her heart, she knew it... he was gone...]

John...

[She clutches her head, her hands balling into fists in her hair.]

Don't leave me... don't let the ravens get me... John... you promised... come back... please...

[Sinking to her knees, she suddenly starts pounding her fists against the wall.]

You promised! You promised you'd make the ravens stay away, come back, come back!

[She could hear them circling overhead... the ravens. They knew she was vulnerable, they were going to get her now. Oh no, this was it, wasn't it? The wall crashes to the floor, but she isn't aware of it.]

[She was alone again.]

((Uhhhh yeah have fun trying to calm her down lmao))

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[Hello random wall crashing to the floor.]

[And hello sexy angry lady.]

Raven? What happened?

[Raven turns to look at him through teary eyes, her catsuit glowing as her anger and hurt built inside her.]

He's gone... he left...

[A choked sob escapes her, before she caws furiously and gets to her feet. The wall on the opposite side cracks and turns to rubble too.]

He lied... he said he'd stay... he lied, that bastard!

Who left?

[He gives the next collapsed wall a startled look before turning his attention back to Raven. How did she...?]

[She slowly walks towards him, holding her hand out.]

John... he promised me... he'd keep the ravens away... but they're here... they're here, pecking at me, they're eating me alive-!

[She grabs him with surprising strength, holding onto him tightly.]

But you won't ever leave... I won't let you... hehehehehehehehehehehahahahaha-!

[The crazed laughter turns into a scream of anger, and she doesn't realize it but she's giving Vamp the kind of hug she shouldn't be.]

Edited 2010-08-26 03:46 (UTC)

[And it's at this point that the crazy has trumped the sexy, and Vamp thinks it's time to put some distance between the two of them.]

[Unfortunately, she seems to have a grip like iron, and he likes her well enough despite the insanity not to want to hurt her to get free.]

[...But why is he suddenly starting to feel tired?] I won't leave... but you're going to need to let go of me now.

[He keeps his voice calm and hopefully soothing, hoping she'll be able to hear him above her rage.]

[She doesn't, just clings to him and mutters under her breath.]

Rage... rage with me...!

[Despite the anger, hot tears are still making their way down her cheeks. She didn't know how to deal with whatever this horrible pain was in her chest. It was like anger, but also sorrow... and fear... and loneliness. It terrified her, she couldn't be alone. Not now. John had only just asked her to move in, he never even told her he loved her!]

[So she screams angrily, clinging to Vamp as though letting him go would kill her.]

[Realizing that reason isn't likely to make any headway with this severe a case, he decides to try to appeal to her emotions (outside of rage).]

It's all right... it's okay to be angry. [Instead of trying to pull away from the oddly draining hug, he begins to lean into it instead.]

I'm here with you. I'll keep you safe. [One hand strokes slowly through her hair, his own arms wrapping around the distraught woman in return.]

[Her breathing quickens as she panics slightly, trying to think of how she was supposed to live without the one thing keeping her "normal". Would she become a Beast again?]

No... no, I'm not angry... I'm not... I'm...!

[The walls either side of them collapse as she caws again.]

Good... that's very go-

[He starts with a quiet gasp as the walls suddenly start collapsing again, geez woman if he didn't have nanomachines that'd probably give him a heart attack.]

Come now, focus on calming thoughts. Think about how safe you are right now.

[And yet, despite his words, Vamp can feel his eyelids dropping tiredly. Now is not the time for a nap damn it.]

[Despite the hurt, slowly sapping his energy felt good. She's calming a little, but it's not his words that are getting through to her.]

Let your anger flow...

[He's practically slumped against Raven now, eyes sliding shut as his grip around her loosens. His head feels fuzzy, and his limbs feel incredibly tired.]

Think I'll have a nap instead...

[She'll only be standing as long as Vamp is; once he falls, she goes with him. She's so lost in the situation that she isn't even blinking anymore, staring off into space and occasionally growling.]

[And it doesn't take much longer for the rest of his energy to drain. He keels over, dragging Raven down with him as his knees give way beneath him. Anyone else would be dead or nearly dead at this point, but Vamp is still able to draw breath, though he is fully unconscious now.]

[She just continues to lie on top of him instead, occasionally passing her hand over his cheek.]

Let me out of this cage... please...

[She looks down at the man beneath her. Why wasn't he angry? She snarls suddenly, slapping him forcefully.]

Wake up! Wake up and rage with me!

[The slap snaps his head to the side, but he doesn't wake up. Though from the moment Raven released him from the hug, his body has been working quickly to refill his stamina bar.]

Wake up!

[SLAP.]

Wake up and show me your anger!

[SLAP. Yeah, he's going to wake up with one hell of a sore face.]

[He does wake up not too long after. His face hurts, so he assumes he's with Raiden until he opens his eyes and realizes that's definitely not the case.]

What do you think you're doing woman?!

[Vamp grabs Raven's shoulders, swiftly flipping their position and pinning her to the floor.] Bad way or not, I won't have you attacking me over it. You're going to calm down now.

[Immediately she panics, thrashing violently underneath him.]

Let me out! Let me out!

[In her state her Beast voice breaks through, and she grabs onto his shoulders, ready to suck the life from him a second time.]

[There's no way he's going to just sit around and allow that to happen again. Vamp may like Raven, but he's still going to ~~pimp slap~~ strike her across the face to try and snap her out of it.]

Enough!

[For a moment she just stares at him in shock. Having been forced off by the force combined with not actually expecting to get hit, she simply looks on wide-eyed on her hands and knees.]

...

[Buuuut now she's smiling.]

[And reaching out.]

[With a wave of her hand, Vamp now appears to be on fire. ROLL IT OFF ROLL IT OFF]

AUGH!

[STOP DROP AND ROLL]

[Too bad he isn't wearing a shirt, leaving his bare skin to suffer the worst of the burns. VAMP DOES NOT LIKE FIRE.]

[And it's about now that Raven, having exhausted herself, goes limp. She curls up into a ball, and by the time Vamp looks at her she'll be well and truly out of it. The odd feather of light still floats around her, though.]

[Once the flames are gone, he pauses to stare at Raven, catching his breath. What the devil was that?! Some sort of demon woman? Vamp decides not to stick around and chooses to sneak off, still smoking slightly.]

[Another beauty is poking her head into the room that is currently being destroyed. Biting her lip a moment, Octopus forces her laughter to be quiet giggles as she watched Raven rage on.]

He... hee hee... What ha-hahappened?

[She stops in her destruction for a moment, looking up at LB.]

Octopus...

[Mistaking this for the one she knows from the Nexus, she slowly stands and goes towards her.]

He... left...

Ooooh? ha... ha-ha [Octopus seems to dance over to her fellow beauty, her movements ever graceful.]

Mmmhee heh... who left? [She tilts her head to the side as a big smile appears on her face.]

John... he can't keep the ravens away anymore...

[She growls, hands curling into fists. How dare he leave her like this?!]

John? Who is this 'John'? hee haha!

I don't remember any 'Johns'... heh hee hee... Just a Snake! [At the memory of Old Snake, Octopus's laughter stops all together for a few minutes.]

... no... it's not funny...

[Oh... she was new...]

He tricked me... he brought back all the hate! It- it hurts-!

[She holds her head.]

[She leans in closer and tucks her fingers under Raven's chin, forcing the other girl to look at Octopus.]

Why did you trust him? [Her laughter started to come back.] Ha haha.... You know we trust no one.

He tricked me... I was stupid... he said he'd make the ravens leave me alone!

[But they were here, and he wasn't. It spoke volumes.]

Not stupid! [Octopus was laughing hard now, her arms wrapped around her as she held herself. Her laughter was so much that it made her whole body shake.]

Hee hee ha ha! Why do you say that?! Trust no one! It only brings hurt and pain... Mahahah!

[Raven seems to have calmed down somewhat by being around a fellow Beauty, but she was still very obviously hurt. Silent tears ran down her face, but whether they were from her anger or not she didn't know.]

There's no happy ending for us, is there? We'll never be free from our sins.

[Octopus didn't understand why Raven was on this whole subject of hurt and regret. But she could see the tears were real and that made her laughter quiet down again. The confusion was all over the laughing beauty's face but she took Raven's hand, holding on to it in comfort. It was all she could think of at the moment.]

hmmhee... heee.... No. Not really. But we protect each other. ha ha... I will always be laughing and you raging but... at least we do it together.

[She nods slowly, her anger flaring up again as she thinks of how John just ditched her like that.]

I'd rip him apart if I could. How dare he?!

[She glares daggers at the floor, but she holds onto the hand gently.]

I know you could and you should~

[While normal people would scream into a pillow or talk it out to let out their frustrations, the beauties found it best to wreak havoc when possible. =D]

He hee hee You would feel so much better!

Too bad he ran away. I can't find him.

[Normally the Beauties could find who they were looking for. Hell, she still remembered how Snake had tried to use stealth camouflage to hide from her back in Eastern Europe and she still knew where he was. It was how she knew John was well and truly gone. She couldn't find him.]

Raven?

[Rose felt a chill in her heart as she heard Raven calling for John like that.]

Are you alright? What happened?

[Please say John is okay...]

Gone... he's gone... haha... I can feel it...

[She starts laughing hysterically, clutching her head.]

The ravens... they're coming. I can hear them. I can hear them coming. Louder, louder. Closer, closer...

Gone?

[Her immediate concern is for her son, but she tries to push that aside for now so she can focus on Raven.]

Natasha, you're safe, there's no ravens here.

They're coming-! They're going to peck me to pieces, I'm going to die just like the others! Someone help me! Please, make them stop!

[Curling into a ball, she shields herself from the birds she can see above her, from the beaks she can feel tearing at her skin.]

Natasha! Everything is okay!

[She ran forward, kneeling in front of the curled up girl, talking in her most soothing, but firm voices.]

Just close your eyes and take a deep breath. I won't let anything hurt you, Natasha.

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what am i supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

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derp /tagging real quick before bed

:V

man, half asleep posting always is a good choice

yes, yes it is~

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