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obligatory fourth of july post
[HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY EVERYONE!]
[Come to the roof to do American things! Like have cookouts, and eat watermelon. Stay for the fireworks, too.]
[Come to the roof to do American things! Like have cookouts, and eat watermelon. Stay for the fireworks, too.]
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[Not to mention how insanely prideful they were.]
[He doesn't even look to her when she approaches.] I suppose you're here to try and make some sort of pact with me.
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Pact? I just came to talk to you, you looked lonely.
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[Ocelot chewed on the end of his cigar, slowly plying it from his lips to his fingers.]
Since when did your job description include pitying men like myself?
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I care about people, Ocelot. The me right now is not the woman you know in the future. I understand that you're always on guard around me. A lot of people are, I don't blame them. I would hate that woman, too. She's not the person I am now and I'm trying to change that. I'm trying to prevent that from happening, from everything that was good to me going bad.
[For a minute, she stands there, looking at his back. Then, she turns on her heel to let him be.]
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[Spoken quietly, leaned more into the railing stiffly.] I don't hate you. I don't feel hatred for anyone anymore.
I'm too old to care.
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Is that why you act so cold toward me?
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Why do you care so much about people liking you? There aren't many I grace with a smile.
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[Her voice is quieter now.]
[She wonders if she lost faith in humanity or if humanity lost faith in her?]
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[He approached the grill, slapping a piece of meat against it. He breathed out a sigh as it sizzled. He's always been a lone cat. There really was no one you could trust but yourself. He knew better than to placer trust into people, with how much he himself had fucked people over for the vast majority of his life.]
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[It's not that she's forcibly happy and nice to others, it's her nature. She's not going to try and explain that to him, though.]
I just wish people knew that I'm not her. At least... for right now I'm not. I don't want to be her, especially towards a man I admire greatly.
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[He lowered his gaze.] That makes you quite the egotist. My reasons for not finding enjoyment in talking to the vast population in this building isn't down to personal grudges.
There is only one woman I do trust. [How funny, for him to admit that he trusted a woman. It was a huge thing to overcome.]
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[That's her only response to that. Talking to Ocelot is like talking to a riddler, only more stubborn.]
Who is it?
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[Still, the sound of EVA's name makes the top of her cheeks turn slightly red. Not enough for the average person to notice, but then again Ocelot isn't the average person.]
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[The only woman that has ever made him question his homosexuality. He would claim her in a heartbeat.]
ffff fueling my love for EVA/ocelot <3
It's one of my otp's
[He raises his eyebrow. This old cat was possessive...] 'Experienced'?
they were the first MGS OTP of mine that i ever wrote fic of :')
[Then, she starts speaking faster, thinking she gave off the wrong idea.] I mean-- when I run into her. She's not like any other woman I've met. Some things I would have never known about if it weren't for her.
<3
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I wasn't talking about that. [Even if it did happen.]
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