fissionmailed | Remember Remember the 5th of November

[Deep inside one of the various rooms of the Nexus is an Ocelot. This room might be somewhat familiar to certain members of the building, but to those without realization of the location would be greeted by a pleasant Eastern European environment. Beautiful cityscape, quaint stores and coffee shops, and a dark sky with a bright moon overhead. The night life of this particular city was indeed a breathtaking sight to witness. Lamps illuminated the scope of the location above as though softening the features of the luxirious surroundings. Usually, it was fairly quiet at this time, but there happened to be a lot of bustling of faceless bodies surrounding the streets and out by the water.]

[There was a chill in the air that night and the smell of gunpowder lingered in faint wisps. The aftermath of Halloween encouraged a more subtle evening ahead for the 5th of November celebrations. It wouldn't be long before the fireworks set off.]

[Ocelot was sat outside a café of a street corner. He leaned his arm on the small round table before him, a thick cigar held securely between gloved fingers. He could feel winter creeping up and decided to adorn his coat. The memories of this place, it was where he had been pulled from in his world. So much had happened by being in this world, this Nexus, it almost seemed an inevitability that he would never return home.]

[But no matter how many times he fought with that debate in his mind, he found himself not caring about the slim chances of returning to 2014. His life was perfect here. This was his home.]

[As that thought passed him, a bright pink flash of light sparked in the night sky. Ocelot smirked and raised his cup of hot chocolate to his lips, sipping the substance calmly.]

_{((ooc: Bonfire Night! Come and enjoy the sights, sounds and smells. There's plenty of stores open due to the event and open stalls with hot food ready to serve. You can go anywhere you like. Just don't fall in the water if you want to get a really good view of the fireworks.))}

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The person I would trust the least is myself. [Adam knows that he's a backstabbing liar.]

[Smug Adam is smug as hell. You can tell because he's wearing a self satisfied smirk and has stopped his annoying pacing. He'd already gotten Old!John to tell him but it's always nice to hear.] As if I wouldn't be. ...And John?

[Now THAT he hadn't been told. And it'd been bugging him since then.]

I've no reason to lie to myself. Not at my age. My mission is over, Adamska.

I die before I have a chance to rekindle whatever was left of our partnership. So does EVA.

But in this building, John is mine. I am doing what I can to secure our relationship and work through the patches.

[There's a slight softness to his voice, something that was never heard from Ocelot before now. He truly did love that man, even through their ups and downs, their battles and turmoils, their losses. Throughout it all, they had each other. It was all the old codger had left to hold on to.]

...Maybe not. [Damn he was persuasive! No wonder people believed what he said.]

What?! [Well, he had expected and been prepared in some capacity for death but he didn't want to die before he and John......Were..."rivals" again!]

You son of a bitch! How could you die!? That's bullshit! [What the hell is this!? His mustache is twitching angrily.] What do you mean he's yours? ...Don't tell me that you think I'm...Like that too!

[Ocelot, you ARE "like that" you just don't realize it. |: ~~Also mun has totally read all threads with Oldcelot and OldBB. XD;~~]

You won't understand why we had to die until you read that database.

[Adam shot his counterpart a look. A simple look.]

[And then he burst into laughter.] I can't speak for others here, but there are two people I would willingly fall into bed with. John is one of them, and he happens to be the man I love.

[He is not going to admit that he has slept with EVA before. Not to another Ocelot. Most of them hated her, and he couldn't understand why. She was an amazing woman and had been his support and partner through the tougher years of his life.]

Fine. I'll read it. [:T Best to get all the information he could.]

I-...It's not like that! We're just rivals! I don't have any kind of feelings like that for another man! [Liar.] Why are all of me here with men!?

[This Ocelot is kind of meh on EVAs. XD He's yet to meet one but his EVA is his competition. F-For John's totally not gay attention of course...]

You can keep denying it all you like. You will come to realize your feelings, and desires of other men.

There is nothing wrong with enjoying flesh of the same sex. Do not treat it as a sin.

Be persistent with him, should you find a version of John that you like.

[He points his finger accusingly.] Just keep your paws off mine. Find one closer to your own age.

I don't have desires for men! [>:T Totally don't.] It's not about sin or not. It's ...gross. Unnatural. I'm not Volgin. [What? Ocelot is not traumatized by hearing Volgin and Raikov at night not at all! XD]

I don't want a man! I'm telling you I'm not like you! [Even though he's your older self...So...] All that matters is making sure that my plan is successful in my own world.

[So...making sure another man is happy no matter what the cost to you. GAAAAAAY.]

You are more like Volgin than you realize. Except you are far more handsome and alluring. You know how to get a woman wet and a man hard.

[His lips quirk.] There is nothing wrong with the pleasures of the body. Neither is it unnatural.

If you truly believe that to be true then I've no reason to converse with you any longer.

Promise you won't tell anybody. [:T He shouldn't be saying something like that to himself, he knows. But it's not as if he has anyone else to talk to aside from possibly the creepy man he sometimes sees when it rains.]

I won't let this come between myself and my plans. I won't be here forever. I'll find a way out. And once I do I'll make sure there's no screw ups.

It's only John. [Arms crossed. Maybe a bit of a pout going on.] I don't need to say anything else. If you're me you already know. [:T. Just...:T]

[Adam watches his younger self in mild amusement. Did he always used to behave like this?]

[The older Ocelot reaches out to brace the younger male's shoulders, squeezing them tightly in his grasp.]

Your secret it safe with me, Adam.

[Oh. You're touching him in a friendly manner. Uh...] If you tell anyone I'll kill you.

[Turns away. No, you won't get a thank you from him; he's an ungrateful bastard.] I'll see you around, old man.

[He's trying to be flashy about this exit. Mostly because he just admitted to himself that he's a little bit gay(make no mistake, no one else will be hearing about it. ...Not that everyone doesn't already know). That kind of thing requires a good exit. Also he wants some hot chocolate. With copious amounts of alcohol in it.]

[Ocelot allows the youth to leave. He returns to his table to take a seat and watch the firework display before him.]

Remember Remember the 5th of November

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Uses this icon just because I haven't ever yet. XD;

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