[Woof]

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[Snake grunts as he jerks awake, stiffly, since he fell asleep on the floor in the hallway real classy-like.  Next to him is an empty whiskey bottle.  He groans and runs his hands over his face and even though no one is around to see it, he's still embarrassed.  He hopes that he didn't do anything stupid.]

Hn?

[Something on his neck is 'itching' him.  Snake touches his neck to scratch and he feels something leathery.]

[He woke up with it on; a simple brown collar with soft, blue kidskin lining. He doesn't like it.  It has a damn ring on the front...where someone could potentially attach a lead.  Great.]

What...the Hell?

Why does this crazy shit always happen to me?

[This Nexus is really starting to get on his last nerve...and Snake's last nerve must be pretty strong-]

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And he has a name...it's Hal.

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[Nods.] And what caused 'this?'

[smiles faintly.] Hal then.

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If I could remember... [He just shakes his head.]

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You believe you did this to yourself?

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I always do. Who else could it have been?

[He sighs and wonders what he's going to do.]

...

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[sighs and leans back.]

[rubs his face.]

You need to stop.

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[Frowns. He knew he was going to say that.]

That is...easier said than done. [He tilts his head] I'll give it a try.

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You think that's something I am unaware of? I spent my fair share knocking back bottles. [He frowns as he is reminded what happened last time he drank.]

[Leans forward and looks at him closely.] You don't try. You do.

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[He scratches the top of his messy head.] ...

Heh...

[Snake leans forward and rests his elbows, then his forearms on his knees, which in turn makes his head spin again. He really shouldn't have drank as much as he did. This is the worst hangover he's ever experienced.]

Ugh.

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[Big Boss stares at the far wall.]

This isn't good for you. Or those around you.

[frowns]

I'm sorry about what I did to you.

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[He stares at the floor.]



[He sighs.]

What?

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[Turns his head slightly to look at him.]

I forced you. I should have had more control than that.

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[he looks back up at him.]

...

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[Slowly shakes his head.]

No. It's not.

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[He stares at him.]

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[He turns to look fully at him.]

I shouldn't have forced you. There is no excuse.

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'Forced'?

[He furrows his brows.]

I didn't feel 'forced'.

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[Turns his head away and closes his eye.]

...

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[He looks down feeling that he failed at that, as well.]

.........

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I would have liked to have been sober for it.

[he folds his hands between his legs and looks down at them.]

Instead, I have vague images of what I did and crushing guilt.

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... [He looks back at him and is hesitant to speak, but he finds the courage somewhere, eventually.]




You didn't hurt me, if that's what you are wondering.

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[Shakes his head.]

That is only a small comfort.

I could have done much worse.

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[He feels really bad that Big Boss is regretting it...that's really not helping Snake's self esteem much.]

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[Turns his head sharply.]

Snake.

[He does not look happy.]

That is why.

[He stands up.]

I'm disappointed. You should never roll over and take it. Not from me. Not from anyone.

Don't you dare lay the blame on yourself.

[He looks over seriously]

Or I will kill you.