[For what feels like hours (but really is only about twenty minutes), she keeps her eyes shut, trying to distract herself from the thoughts mulling around in her mind. She tries to focus on replaying a movie in her mind, counting sheep, or even thinking about everything so it will get out of her mind.

No use. She can't sleep. Gently, she slides away, trying her best not to disturb him and sits on the edge of the bed. Her shoulders slowly rising and then falling when she lets out a sigh.

She sits there, doing nothing but thinking and distracting herself from thinking.]