/Of course. That's what I always do to cheer myself up./

[Damn that tea. He jolted back suddenly, looking very nervous.]

/B-but I'm...upset...I am..because of Yevgeny?/
[He shook his head holding it in his hands.]

/He's he-helped me and he brought me to Gr-groznyj Grad, h-he's all I have. H-he'll never l-love me if I'm like this, right?/
[He looked back to Ivan.]

/I have to be beautiful and perfect, and not mind a-anything he does. S-so why...why.../